After listening I walked the dog and listened and looked to the world around me, eye realized or was informed, to not be so hard on those not seeing. The world has been fully materialized in our language, the programming, everything we see. Like coal that has compressed and turned black under the intese pressure of the weight upon it by the calcification of their bodies. Almost extinguished, many words Douglas uses are lost and have no material meaning. I assume it had to be this way in order to turn the coal into the diamonds or to pull the diamonds out of the coal mine. Not sure which. As always your conversations are appreciated and create much food for thought.
One question if I may. In the morning as the sun rises and breaks through the trees I gaze into these rays and see what resembles particles coming and going from the sun and back. I've called it the breath of the sun for I had no other definition to call it by. Have you ever heard of this? Thanks again.
I see those particles also, I watch the rays streaming through and it is especially wondrous through the trees, I'm so pleased someone else watches these rays, and times when I watched it seems to change, more intensified, and I like to think Christ is there.
Thanks Mary for the reply. It's very nice to know others have similar experiences. There isn't anyone around me that I can share these thoughts with without them confirming my strangeness as they already suspect me a bit looney, so I just keep most things to myself. Even here I feel a bit apprehensive to ask these questions. I recently came to the conclusion that this reality is very magical with many things we haven't been able to observe. The more I listen to Doug and Tyla, and lectures from Steiner the more I look for and find these nuances. As I sit here now watching the sun and what look like millions of little lights flow back and forth I don't feel so weird.
Of course. You are welcome, I understand, from people making us feel crazy in our beliefs, my own daughter has viciously attack me for my beliefs, but I see it as a test for me, to stand firm and forgive, as the evil has a hold on her. What you do is my way also, listening to Stiener, the Gabriel's, . You probably listened to this lecture,it is on utube rudolf steiner press audio cha new, called "Christ in the human Soul, put there 3 yrs ago, I am on my third time listening, it is so helpful. And amazing.Now with my daughter, I say nothing, I thought I could help her, but realize that is not my job, so I pray for her soul and the strength to let go. We are attacked for our realizations, but look in history, we are in good company. If you would like to correspond on our awakening, my email is maryesds@yahoo.com. . It helps to know others see as we do, as in Nature , like you I see so much.
I appreciate the reply and offer, I've been anxious about having private conversations, that's why I haven't signed onto Aimcat locator. I have had some bad experiences in the past that I now find it hard to join in private messaging. Even this group thing causes me unease, however in hopes of Tyla's and Douglas's attempt to bring us all together I've pushed myself to help this evolve by my participation. So I think it best we have our conversations here, for both reasons above. Let's grow as a group, and sharing here will perhaps give others courage to join in the conversations.
I feel many of us have estranged family relationships, myself included. Yes like you, there are divides to conquer and territory off limits. In a way I think its us, because we refuse to be hypocritical and reject the things that we know to be fallacies. And we're vocal about it.
Love you guys. 💚💙💜 green is healing, blue is Mother purple is Christ, my belief. I listen to John Barnwell, and he said the two of you are doing a talk on the pdf he sent of Stiener's Wonders of the World, which just blew me away!! Looking forward to that. Latley I have realized I don't care anymore about materialists, for now they will not perceive your truths. Christ's love to both.
I know I am a steward to the animal kingdom, plant kingdom & mineral kingdom, I feel it. The WOW moment occurred when I realized the mineral kingdom was the youngest.... You guys captured me a few years ago when I came across "The Glass Bead Game". Your information regarding SES, C60, Ivermectin, vibrations, colloidal silver, various herbs and spices have made it possible to be mostly sane and stable these past 3-4 years. Now with these 30 minute kitchen talks, your game has been kicked up a notch.
I hope you aren't terribly troubled by this husband "management". Douglas is a bona fide genius (very high IQ) and it is quite natural for him to go way way into the weeds. We will have plenty of time to discuss all these amazing topics that are in his head, but if there is ever one that you want to hear more about, leave a note. I read them all.
This is why I have worked so hard for all of you to enjoy his mind the way I have - it seemed selfish to let him speak for the next decade or two without being recorded and shared with other initiates.
After listening I walked the dog and listened and looked to the world around me, eye realized or was informed, to not be so hard on those not seeing. The world has been fully materialized in our language, the programming, everything we see. Like coal that has compressed and turned black under the intese pressure of the weight upon it by the calcification of their bodies. Almost extinguished, many words Douglas uses are lost and have no material meaning. I assume it had to be this way in order to turn the coal into the diamonds or to pull the diamonds out of the coal mine. Not sure which. As always your conversations are appreciated and create much food for thought.
One question if I may. In the morning as the sun rises and breaks through the trees I gaze into these rays and see what resembles particles coming and going from the sun and back. I've called it the breath of the sun for I had no other definition to call it by. Have you ever heard of this? Thanks again.
I see those particles also, I watch the rays streaming through and it is especially wondrous through the trees, I'm so pleased someone else watches these rays, and times when I watched it seems to change, more intensified, and I like to think Christ is there.
Thanks Mary for the reply. It's very nice to know others have similar experiences. There isn't anyone around me that I can share these thoughts with without them confirming my strangeness as they already suspect me a bit looney, so I just keep most things to myself. Even here I feel a bit apprehensive to ask these questions. I recently came to the conclusion that this reality is very magical with many things we haven't been able to observe. The more I listen to Doug and Tyla, and lectures from Steiner the more I look for and find these nuances. As I sit here now watching the sun and what look like millions of little lights flow back and forth I don't feel so weird.
Thanks
Of course. You are welcome, I understand, from people making us feel crazy in our beliefs, my own daughter has viciously attack me for my beliefs, but I see it as a test for me, to stand firm and forgive, as the evil has a hold on her. What you do is my way also, listening to Stiener, the Gabriel's, . You probably listened to this lecture,it is on utube rudolf steiner press audio cha new, called "Christ in the human Soul, put there 3 yrs ago, I am on my third time listening, it is so helpful. And amazing.Now with my daughter, I say nothing, I thought I could help her, but realize that is not my job, so I pray for her soul and the strength to let go. We are attacked for our realizations, but look in history, we are in good company. If you would like to correspond on our awakening, my email is maryesds@yahoo.com. . It helps to know others see as we do, as in Nature , like you I see so much.
I appreciate the reply and offer, I've been anxious about having private conversations, that's why I haven't signed onto Aimcat locator. I have had some bad experiences in the past that I now find it hard to join in private messaging. Even this group thing causes me unease, however in hopes of Tyla's and Douglas's attempt to bring us all together I've pushed myself to help this evolve by my participation. So I think it best we have our conversations here, for both reasons above. Let's grow as a group, and sharing here will perhaps give others courage to join in the conversations.
I feel many of us have estranged family relationships, myself included. Yes like you, there are divides to conquer and territory off limits. In a way I think its us, because we refuse to be hypocritical and reject the things that we know to be fallacies. And we're vocal about it.
Thanks for the reply.
Love you guys. 💚💙💜 green is healing, blue is Mother purple is Christ, my belief. I listen to John Barnwell, and he said the two of you are doing a talk on the pdf he sent of Stiener's Wonders of the World, which just blew me away!! Looking forward to that. Latley I have realized I don't care anymore about materialists, for now they will not perceive your truths. Christ's love to both.
I know I am a steward to the animal kingdom, plant kingdom & mineral kingdom, I feel it. The WOW moment occurred when I realized the mineral kingdom was the youngest.... You guys captured me a few years ago when I came across "The Glass Bead Game". Your information regarding SES, C60, Ivermectin, vibrations, colloidal silver, various herbs and spices have made it possible to be mostly sane and stable these past 3-4 years. Now with these 30 minute kitchen talks, your game has been kicked up a notch.
Douglas can start doing a core dump and Tyla kind of pulls back the reigns and gently directs left or right,excellent.
I hope you aren't terribly troubled by this husband "management". Douglas is a bona fide genius (very high IQ) and it is quite natural for him to go way way into the weeds. We will have plenty of time to discuss all these amazing topics that are in his head, but if there is ever one that you want to hear more about, leave a note. I read them all.
is that not the truth!! A bona fide genius!! Realized that months ago!! I want his mind!! Maybe next time!!🙂
This is why I have worked so hard for all of you to enjoy his mind the way I have - it seemed selfish to let him speak for the next decade or two without being recorded and shared with other initiates.